Are you being a good human being because someone told you so? Or are you being a good human being because you want to.

Even if you think you want to..... are you sure you truly feel it? Or do you just want to be a good human being for the selfish motive of not feeling guilty about wronging others?

Something happened yesterday that opened my eyes and laid bare my character right before me......

Are there some mistakes that you cannot make up for? Would my mistakes over the past few weeks be such mistakes?

I don't even know if I am trying to be good because I am God fearing.... what if I just want to be good so as to not face divine retaliation...

I'm so confused....