So nothing much done today.... It's Halloween night and everyone is out doing something or the other. I'm stuck trying to work on my Java assignment. Is it just me or is everyone cribbing about how stupidly insane the workload is? Why doesn't anyone speak up? Since when was having just a little fun in life prohibited? At what point in my life will it be okay to kick back, relax, and take it easy for a bit? Or will I be working hard forever, trying to aim for that dream of a good life which will never come?
What's more annoying is the fact that I'm probably the only one complaining. So many of my fellow students simply shrug and do the work as if it's nothing. But I don't know why I just can't take it. I want to have some fun. I know I'm here to study but since when did studies mean giving up on EVERYTHING in life? I thought studying was meant as a way of achieving learning to make life better by getting a good job and all that.
Why do I have to wake up every morning and dread the day that's going to follow? Why do I constantly have to worry about assignments and exams and tests and lectures? Why is there not a single day when I actually realize that there's nothing much to do and I can take it easy....?
If I am the only one complaining about this, does that make me insincere? Or does it make me the only person to recognize the needs that a human has? What the hell is going on? Am I alone? Or does someone else feel the same way I do?
Are all of us feeling the same way and are just afraid to take action because we think we're alone?